nowhere to go

I often need to be reminded that my process is my own and i need not judge it, as it serves no purpose. i also really pay mind to honoring my place and being exactly where i may find myself in whatever moment that is. whether I'm contracting or expanding. either positive or negative emotions come up- and i pay attention and observe. i check in with my body and trace the root of the feelings. my entire physiological experience, then takes the space to do whatever it chooses and that is that. tonight though, after a long meditation, i had an intuitive thought-more like a reminder, but kind of like an awareness. i can even go as far as to say that some bit of information was realized in such a way that it raised my level of consciousness to a higher degree. on the surface i already knew this information but it became acutely evident that knowing can always take a deeper connotation when it's actualized in the physical sense. the truth is, let's say- for that moment, made a cameo appearance in my range of vision and i understood for once that i have no where to go. yes, it's true- we're on a path- it's yours and mine and we share the road and we get separated but in the grand scheme of it all- we're not going anywhere. life is fleeting and people enter and exit- we rise and fall and expand and contract and there is activity and energy flowing and there are agreements and disagreements but ultimately we have have no where to go. no destination. sure it's cyclical in form and the momentum creates phases, giving rise to evolution and devolution- transition and consistency- normalcy and disturbances but really- here it is. this is it. there is no end and no beginning and we're all just in one big sphere of light and dark and hot and cold and there is a prism and a range in between the coordinates but it's all meaningless and in the big picture we're just tiny little dots.